everything that ive done for the past many days.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 10:31 PM
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST IS A REALLY LONG ONE. SO PEOPLE WHO DO NOT PLAN TO SPEND SOME TIME READING. DO NOT START. ITS ADDICTIVE.

HERE IT GOES.........

ive got a surprise on 22 april 2007! the previous post i mentioned bout me meeting jacqueline for shopping and fish and co right? its all a trap! he planned it all. once i reached fish and co i call jac to find ware is she, while looking round, saw someone really familiar, guess wad?! its my sweetie boy. im so surprised! and im so touched! he jus sat thre for an hour to wait for me. and he bought roses for me. so sweet yea? and of course he made the effort to find the white adidas watch for me! so happy. he jus make me want him more! thks hon for making my day.

23april-monday
nth special actually. went for all the boring classes as usual. trying my very best to study despite still living in the holiday mood which i tink gonna live thre for quite some time.

24april-tuesday
went to do scorer at jurong west stadium i guess or pioneer. no idea. two matches = 20bucks. easy cash. help jac to ask too, so happy, now at least i did wad i promise her. she also not bad ok. flipping only then got 16bucks. hehe. after tht went hme bathe and sleep.

25april-wednesday today
suppose to hav training but due to insufficient number of players it was cancelled. actually the above all were all written by a moodless me who is jus typing in hehe and haha cos tts how i felt tt day and not now.

many things happened today which really made me damn moodless. e last time i felt tis way guess was like ages ago. aint too sure.

jac is still not going despite me keep on keep on chatting to her. ive said all i could tink of. found all sorts of solutions and reasons for her to go. but she doesnt wan. kinda sad. guess she mus hav her reasons. dont worry. i'll keep trying despite im tired. im jus afraid she'll find me irritating. now all i can tink of is keep helping her find match to do from coach. as long as friday haven arrive i'll jus keep on trying. i know the rest wans her to go as much as i do.

during autoCAD lesson. suckiest lesson ive ever went. i purposely took my laptop went to e front to copy the ans which she told us to den once im thre she go on to the next page. den i jus asked kindly to go baq. she shoot me. no i dont wan. you go do it yourself. like wtf. anyway its ok. i did shoot her baq. if i noe i dont have to ask you.

im jus very affected by all. esp all in a day when today is a damn tiring day for me lesson from 9-5. i cant find him. i need him now urgently. seriously im really down for the day. im affected. im tired. guess i wont be able to go to bed without him ending off my day. i really cant find him. dunno y jus so down out of sudden and wanting him so much. im afraid to haf a marathon again.
now the problem is i dunno whether to call again. i guess i'll jus wait.
lost without you.