sunday night. 041107
Monday, November 5, 2007, 12:43 AM
no idea why im putting this sunflower here too. maybe to match the colour with my text.
(:
lala.


jus dropping by to so call update.








nowadays life jus seems so bored.








no programmes.








no fun.








many stuff did happen.








im a little different now. as in the way i look at things and the way my mind works. whenever there is no programme like today, i'll hav this lost feeling that i wont hav in the past. as in you can feel hollow inside. cant feel the heartbeat. now is like im a little "heartless " to do anything. in another words, no feel to do anything. jus feeling v weird.








been meeting up with nicole! haa. we jus chatted so much. guess for now only her knows me best. i somehow rather really need her now. as in nowadays. tml im meeting her again.(:








cool right. gg to meet her at town for a drink and mayb dinner as well. jus so wanna pour my heart and soul out to her. at this point of time only she will understand wad am i writing about. (:












i hope im not different. but i tink i am. im starting to get my nails painted most of the times. which shows tht im becoming more lady tht sounds nicer.. if not. vain-er tht doesnt sound as nice. im a little playful mood now. study?! trying my v best to concetrate but i couldnt.








anyway its been 1 mth since i put braces. haa. ive decided on RED this time round. haa. my nails used to be in white. ive jus repainted them in RED to match my braces. haa. after red its gonna be black.








dressing has also made me headache. running out of ideas how to mix and match with my closet.








im like music-less now too. i lost my WU GUI!!! (turtle) my headset was inside too. so im not able to listen to my phone's song. my ipod with my boy.



rest in peace my wu gui.



at least before my wu gui left me i hav this two pics of her. a'lil sad tho. cos i dont tink i'll be able to get another one. this was the last piece. no other shop has it i tink cos i dont see it. :(



he went to outfield. so tht also means he is phone-less for 6 days. and he wasnt able to book out this weekend. all the way till wed. 7nov07. i'll be having training tho. after tht then meet him then. guess he must be suffering inside. poor him. its ok. i'll feed him well when he's out. :)



no idea why im not gg to bed too.


fine.


im gg to focus to sleep soon.


tata.


cheers peps.


love(:


3more days to louis arrival. (: