Sunday, April 27, 2008, 9:01 PM

read across this article.

here it goes:

i guess there only 1 word to describe myself.

dumb.

maybe my defination of being a friend is wrong.

maybe not being truthful is better.

maybe not being honest is better.

maybe not being straightforward is better.

maybe not trusting someone so much is better.

maybe not treating someone espacially good is better.

maybe not being mature is better.

maybe not thinking by doing something that will help someone in the future is better.

maybe not trying to cater to all someone's need is better.

maybe not trying to entertain someone every single time is better.

maybe not neglecting my bf is better.

maybe not volunteering for task all the time is better.

maybe not showing that ure not broke when actually you are is better.

maybe not thinking that ure someone's close friend although they are to you is better.

maybe...

maybe all the problems just lies with me.

maybe is really true that im just thinking too much.

or.

im just expecting too much.

or.

im just being too naive to believe all the fairytales.

im in agony.

i needed you badly.

but i know it will be selfish if im going to "steal" you away from all your enjoyment.

all i know is i really hope ure here.

but i wouldn't let you know.

because all i want is the best for you and for you to be happy.

i shall name this post "dead".

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end of article(:

just find this article cool.